Monthly Recap — December

Heyy everyone!!! I disappeared without telling y’all, my exam season approached quickly and I didn’t have enough time to react to it. I should organize my blogs cause I don’t wanna post previous month recap in the middle of the other month. By the way, I liked using the word recap more than wrapper so I’ll be using this from now onwards. Before starting, I’d like to thank Bayance for inspiring me the idea of a monthly wrapper. I couldn’t link her blog in the previous post because of some error.

Now let’s hop into this post!!


Since December is the last month before winter break, we usually have events before school closes. We had annual day on 13th and it is conducted every alternative year (mostly even-numbered years). So it’s all about stage performances, dances, skits and anything similar. It had been a tradition in our school since the very first and I always enjoyed watching it. But this year I made an attempt to participate and that was literally unbelievable (until now). It was the first time I ever participated in stage performances, let alone a dance. So it was like every class performs on stage and our dance was a zumba type like 3 in 1 dance with 3 different songs. We had practiced days before the performance and that was super stressful since I wasn’t good at dancing (plus my first time duhh). I wanted to quit since I felt I was a burden but well I made an attempt to practice and I can say that I was doing good. When it was annual day, I was literally scared. I even asked ny parents not to attend since I’ll be even more anxious (but they attended anyways, being supportive as always😁). But there was some issues when we were about to perform. I’m not gonna put on all details but well our dance was threatened to be cancelled and that made things even worst. I was already nervous plus this thing coming up.. I was done. So our performance was delayed because of that issue and we had to wait in a classroom for a long time but the worst thing was that most of my classmates were crying. For me, my eyes were literally filled with tears and if I blinked, my tears would flow non stop so I choose of hold on. But when I hugged one of my classmates to comfort, I tried to hold my tears and that was hard. I didn’t wanna cry in front of my classmates, I mean I never cried in front of them anyways and I didn’t want to. But when my best friends entered, I told them everything and started crying heavily. So now it was like everyone is crying and when I hug anyone I’ll cry even more (man I’m literally laughing while writing this😂) I was so nervous about the dance and now scared about our performance being cancelled. Later on, after many discussions, our performance was confirmed and I can’t help but laugh. It was insane. Now, when I think about it, I find it funny and I always ask my self: why did I even cry?

Anyways the dance went well, except the part when I FORGOT some steps and moved my left hand instead of my right one. Oh God! that is so embarrassing if you only saw the video!! Everyone, students and parents, saw me plus it got recorded and the DVDs would be out soon. Ughhh. But this was my first and last performance on stage, I sure am not participating again. I had to be the odd one with hijab on but still I would never remove it 🙂 and not to mention that that was the first time I kept make up even if it’s just foundation and lipstick (dark lipstick, thanks to my best friend) I couldn’t bear it for a long time. It was one of the greatest experience and I know it won’t be repeated but it made me learn more about myself… I always fail on stage 😂

Other than that, we had some vacation classes which I skipped mostly. I know have to keep up and that’s actually so much but I couldn’t pull my self to go to school in winter duh?! I actually attended 2 days out of 6 xD

My Photography

damn this is my favorite one! It was on 2nd December 😍😍

ft. my little sister

I’m proud of this one.. after learning a new photography hack XD


December was important ever since the second day. One, because it was my little sister birthday. Two, it was UAE’s national (I somewhat consider it as my home) and even though I’m not an emirati citizen yet being a part of this country is something to be proud of. I planned to go out on that day but since it was sister’s birthday I chose to stay at home to celebrate it with my family and her friends. WoW!! What a great sister I am, aye? 😂. But actually I did that cause I’m pretty sure the streets were full of traffic and I might return to home late at night and I don’t like that. Anyways, is was one hell of a party, I enjoyed staying around her crazy friends and I realized that I enjoy being around youngsters.



Good years by Zayn

I’m so addicted to this song and I don’t even know why. I keep singing it all the time and I’m sure my little sister is annoyed by now xD


Usually, I don’t have a so-called favorite post buy honestly speaking, I enjoyed writing the ‘gift ideas’ post. It seems unusual and may be that’s why I liked it. I look forward to posting the same kind of posts in the near future (insha’allah)

Gift ideas ˚🎁˳°✧


source: pinterest

And yeah no books or favorite movies on december since I had to go and have some real time with friends and family and because I didn’t watch many movies as well so.

January Goals

  • Post 5 blog posts at least
  • Post a video on YouTube (it’s about to be ready)
  • Complete my aim board
  • Decorate my study notes/books
  • Try buying new books
  • Post a cooking recipe
  • Make a booklist for 2019


  • Complete all the 3 tag post which are pending ✔️
  • Make at least 5 posts✔️
  • Try making a new dessert ✔️
  • Make a study schedule✔️
  • Watch 3 Christmas movies
  • Post at least two videos on YouTube

4/6 is okay for a start!! 🤷

That’s all for the post!! I’ll post less thus week and the next since I have my exams already. Till next time.. see ya!!

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November’s Wrapper

Heyyy everyone!!! I hope y’all are having a great day like me. This might be a little bit odd and late as well. But anyways, November was filled with many challenges and events that can’t be forgettable.

So now let’s hop into the post!!


Most events actually happened at school so I’ll be putting them all together. So anyways, this year was the first time I won two trophies for first place. Like usually, I’ll get one trophy for first place and the other trophy for a second/third place. But this year must be the happiest year for me. You must be wondering why I got those trophies? 😂 Well, I actually won in arabic poem recitation and essay writing and to be honest, all these are the stuffs I’m good at so this was like something great for me.

Another prize I got was from the sports side. This is also the first time I get two medals, though one of them was the one I’m actually proud of. I got two medals, one for basketball and the other for relay. Damn I’m so into team work aye?😂. Anyways, I’m proud of the relay one since I ran felt like Usian Bolt to pass the ballot to the last runner.

Not to mention that I learnt how to make new friends. I’m not a huge extrovert but I’m not an introvert as well.. so it seems that I’m in the middle of the two, an amprovert probably?!😂😂. Anyways, yeah I’m an amprovert. I talk about some topics with my seatmates, I crack jokes between classes but I try my best not to disturb my classmates. What surprised me is that I got closer to my seatmate not just in class, like we hang around together and talk about many stuffs.

Sharjah Book fair 2018

Mark my words: I’m not a bookworm. But damn I love reading some books😂♥️. Anyways, Sharjah book fair happens every year and last for a week or so and believe it or not every year there are over one million books (or that’s what I heard). So this year, I bought some books which I always wanted to buy:

  • Wonder by R.J.
  • Wimpy kid: Meltdown
  • The girl from the other side vol.5 (manga)
  • Death note 13 guide (manga)

My Photographies

The color for the sky is so so so beautiful

The color for the sky is so so so beautiful

I tried my best to capture the moon

I tried my best to capture the moon

I love the clouds here

I love the clouds here

This is my favorite one

This is my favorite one

I tried capturing this with different angles

I tried capturing this with different angles

It rained, at last

I’m not exaggerating though. It doesn’t rain a lot here, I mean in UAE since it’s a desert. But when it rains, its something that’s gonna last for two days at least and that’s exactly what happened. And guess what? We got a holiday from school and I guess it’s a coincidence since I didn’t even wanted to go to school on that day since I wasn’t in a mood. Like, who goes to school when it rains with thunders?

November Favorites

Favorite Song:

My favorite song on november which I got addicted to was: Freak Penne 😂. Now don’t make fun of me, okay? Even though this song got released on September but I grew addicted to it lately. Not just that, it’s an Indian song and I don’t mean to say I don’t that Indian songs sucks, its just that I don’t listen to them much since they’re all from movies. But well, this one is a special one with a western touch so it deserves all my love😂

Favorite book:

Renegades by Marissa Meyer. As I said earlier I love reading some books. But by looking at it’s thickness, the first thing in my mind was: this might not be my type. But guess what? I LOVE IT! I started reading it on the beginning of November and ended the book in a week. And that’s unusual for me since I’m a slow-reader but this book was something else. It was so interesting and exciting book, it gave the same feels as hunger games and that’s the best thing. I highly recommend it. And you what? The sequel came up already on November, I guess. Damn I’m gonna get as soon as possible😍

Favorite Movie:

Madagascar 3. I keep rewatching it and it surprisingly gets better everytime, especially the part when they sing fireworks by Katie Perry. The best thing is, I knew now when the song is gonna play and I start singing along😂

Favorite food/ cravings:

Kinder chocolate with cereals + kiwi&lime juice.

Honestly, I don’t now what made me love kinder with cereals all of a sudden, but God it’s so good and I love it.

December’s Goal

  • Complete all the 3 tag post which are pending
  • Make at least 5 posts
  • Try making a new dessert
  • Make a study schedule
  • Watch 3 Christmas movies
  • Post at least two videos on YouTube

I always hesitate when thinking about YouTube, I don’t know if I should keep posting videos over there since I don’t know what to post anyways😂. It would make me happy if y’all can take a look at my only video

And that’s all for the wrapper. I hope you guys enjoyed and don’t forget to keep up with my coming blogs. Much love.

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We’re changing.. and that’s scary

Hey everyone!!! And welcome back! I know it’s been a really looooong time since I posted or (even written) a blog post. But before getting into this post, I’d like to say that there’s a really serious reason behind me disappearing from the blogosphere. And that reason is what this blog is talking about. I hope you guys can stay up till the end of this blog so you could understand me a lot more better.


Being a 15-year-old girl, a high school student and a girl who can understand and feel everything around her. I have many stuffs spinning in my head, and it’s hard to deal with every single one. Day by day, I’ve realized that I’m not the same anymore cause obviously we change, all of us do, sooner or later. I’ve realized that I don’t have enough time to think about what’s bothering me. Not just that, I don’t even have enough time to do my homeworks, chores and even blogs. I tried to get back to blogging from a long, long time, trust me. But, there were many errors going on in wordpress that stopped me from uploading my blog posts and that annoyed me. Like, literally imagine writing a blog for days and when you try to upload it, it gets deleted immediately. Despite that, I tried to be active around here, so people won’t think I’m dead. But sometimes, it seems that there’s something that stops me from staying around the blogosphere. I tried to stick around all the time but I can’t. Not just blogosphere, I can’t be active in my other social media accounts, it’s like I can’t stand them anymore. Let’s say, when I open Instagram, I get bored easily and I don’t blame the posts in my feed. It’s like I don’t have patience anymore to like every pic, to comment, to read long captions. The same thing applies for twitter. Lately, I’ve been sticking around Pinterest. I find everything that might brighten my mood and makes me happier, like, quotes, jokes and many other stuffs I’ve been saving to my boards over there. Anyways, I’ve had many mood swings lately and believe me it’s not in my hands to control it. I get tired and bored quickly plus I often find myself getting away from people. Not because I hate them, but because I don’t feel like being around crowds or even talking to anyone. I found myself wanting to alone for a little while. I found myself staying alone in my room with earphones on, I’ll either be writing something or drawing to keep myself away from the world’s noises. I keep pushing people away from me and you might think it’s rude from my side but they understand me and I appreciate them. I don’t wanna say I’m depressed or something, cause I know very well that I’m not and depression is so much different than being sad. That’s one main point. So, I’ve finally came to a conclusion that maybe, just maybe, I’ve been changing and that’s why I started looking at the world in a different way, maybe a better way. But maybe what made me dislike that change was because I was.. scared. I don’t know what’s scary in it but we still get scared.

I know very well that I’m not the only who went through this change but I don’t know how did people reacted when their views and mindset of the world changed. I found myself wanting to stay in isolation, all by myself, listening to my own voice. But let me tell you how comforting that was. Being alone, thinking and dealing with what’s bothering you, listening to your thoughts without anyone interrupting you. That was nice for sometime.

And I think that’s all I’ve got to say. Thank you for reading this post and keeping up with posts. It means a lot to me to find people who wants to listen to my rants. I’ll be back to my regular posting again. Besides, winter is coming and I’m looking forward to my bucket list and the posts that might come up.


That’s all for now! Don’t forget to keep up with my coming blog posts. Much love!!

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My current struggles | exams >.<

Hey there everyone! I hope everyone is having an amazing weekend. I think all of you noticed that I’m rarely active in the blogosphere, first because of school and second, is because I don’t know how to get back to blogging like before. It seems, that I don’t post about my day anymore, so guess what? I’m gonna do that now. So, just like what the title of this blog says, I’m gonna share my current struggles and that’s exams. You caN’t imagine hOw stressed I am right NoW! Despite that, I’m taking a break to write this blog for y’all to read. I’m gonna share my struggles.

And now let’s hop into the blog!

My Struggles


I don’t know if I said this earlier or not but well, I suck in Math. I failed in maths once last year and that was the most terrible thing that had ever happened to me. But hopefully, that will never repeat again. So, many people I know told me that I hated math and that’s why I couldn’t do better in it. But no, y’all are wrong about that. I don’t hate math, like honestly. I do like math, especially the geometrical part, about triangles, polygons and stuff, but I just couldn’t get high marks in exams. You know those moments when you come to school ready to write the exam, like everything is in your head, but when you enter the exam hall, you’ll literally forget everything, like everything, even your name (not really but you get me?😂) So that’s what I face in all math exams, I’ll literally forget all the formulas and theorms which I’ve been studying for days. Is it because of my stress and tensions? Well yeah, it is!

Social Studies

Well, in my case, social includes, geography, politics, history and economics. Out of all of those subjects, I honestly love History. I love learning about olden days, about the World Wars and about different countries history especially London. Okay, so when I say I love History I don’t mean I love studying history cause sadly, I don’t. I like reading the facts and imagining those old days but I don’t like memorizing them. You know what I hate the most? The fact that I should remember the date of every event. I know it’s just the year, but history is all about the nineteenth or the eighteenth century. Like, once while studying there was this event that happened during 1935-1955 and I couldn’t put that in mind, like most of the time, I’ll end up saying 1935-1945😂. Here’s a funny thing, usually while studying social, I’d make some short notes that can help me revise all the lessons at once. So, in the previous exam, it seems that I studied those noted so well that I wasn’t able to remember the main context. I didn’t have any other choice so I had to write that 😂😂. But despite, all that I score high marks in social and that’s because of history, I mostly concentrate on that. Like, in my case, I can write a whole essay for just one question in History. Another subject I’m okay with, is economics. Like, I don’t even need to study hard for economics. Like, you read what ever is written in that book and keep the main words definitions or short forms in your mind and everything is gonna be okay, trust me. Since, I’m a 10 grader, economics is not as detailed as is in 11th commerce stream. If you’re asking me about politics and geography, then let me tell you how uninterested I am in those two subjects. Though, I’m looking forward to study humanities in the coming years, yet politics is not my type, I hate to include myself in politics.

This is history though


Can anyone state Newton’s third law of gravitational force? 😂😂. Let me tell you something. Physics is a pain. It doesn’t matter which syllabus you’re studying cause Physics is always hard. It is easy to understand the concept and everything if you concentrated really hard. But all those hard calculations and formala, are just.. hella hard. Physics reminds of me Math, and that’s obvious since both subjects have calculations. Though, physics is fun and interesting, yet it is hard, at least a part of it is. Apart from physics, biology and chemistry are way more easier.

Wanna know my technics for studying?

Short notes

As I mentioned earlier, I make short notes for social studies mostly and that is helpful. Making short notes can really help you memorize stuff, especially if you added different coloured highlighters and make them look attractive. I never had time to decorate my own study note book and I don’t think that’s needed for me.

Questions Bank

I don’t know if any of you have the habit of getting access to the previous year’s exams question paper. But let me tell you how effective that can be, especially for practicing some questions for your math exam. I know that not all the questions are gonna get repeated but still some of them can, like a 50-60% chance. In my case, it’s easy to get them from my brother since he’s one year older than mea and he believe me he experienced everything I’m experiencing right now XP.

This is me trying to be an organized person

Maintain a Schedule

Well, yeah, a schedule is an important thing, if you want to organize your time and not waste it. I’m not an organized person, like what it seems. I often keep delaying my assignments and try to do something else. But when its about my studies, I always keep a schedule to organize my precious time (my time is so precious during exam time 😂)


Grab a Snickers!😂 I’m not really fond of Snickers, I love Mars, Milky way and Bounty.. Wait let’s get back to the main topic😂. Taking a break from studying and to eat a snack doesn’t waste your time. I don’t know if you can keep studying with your empty stomach but I can’t. For me, I usually drink a cup of iced coffee since I’m a huge coffee addict.

This looks damn delicious right?

And that’s all I’ve got to share for now. I don’t know if I’ll be able to be active the coming weeks, cause as I said earlier exams are getting closer, like it’s next Thursday. Till we meet next time, see ya later!!

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October Playlist!

Hey everyone! a new month had arrived and that means a new playlist. This time I’m in a mood to listen some kind of deep songs and so I’ve added some songs from the previous playlist!

Have fun!

✧October Playlist✧

Back to you by Selena Gomez

Be somebody nightcore version

Mic Drop by BTS

Can we be friends by Justin Bieber

When I’m gone by Anna Kendrick

Drive by Halsey

Everything by Johnny Orlando

Faded by Alan Walker

Good life by Harris J

Soldier nightcore version

How long by Charlie Puth

In my blood by Shawn Mendes

In my dream by Ruth B.

It ain’t me by Kygo and Selena Gomez

King by Lauren Aquilina

Let go by Johnny Orlando

Little do you know by Alex and Sierra

Lost boy by Ruth. B

Love yourself by Justin Bieber

Nervous by Shawn Mendes

City of stars nightcore version

Heart Attack nightcore version

If I die young nightcore version

I won’t let you win nightcore version (a fortnight song)

One last time by Ariana Grande

The Spectre by Alan Walker

Undo by Sanna Nielsen

We don’t talk anymore by Charlie Puth ft. Selena Gomez

What if I told you nightcore version

Wolves by Selena Gomez and Marshmello

انتي مرتي

Inti Marti by Mohammed Al Sheihi


Inkataf by Mohammed Al Sheihi


Hilm by Mohammed Al Sheihi

خربط احوالي

Karbat Ahwali by Mohammed Al Sheihi

سارقن بالي

Sargeen Bali by Mohammed Al Sheihi

قلبي اختارك

Kalbi iktarik by Mohammed Al Sheihi

كشف المحبة

Kashf al mahaba by Mohammed Al Sheihi

مع احترامي

Ma’a ihtirami by Mohammed Al Sheihi

And that’s it for the playlist! I hope enjoyed y’all reading. Remember to keep up with my coming blogs. Much love♡

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Top 15 favorite tumblr-ish quotes | Pinterest

Hey there everyone! I hope y’all are having an amazing day. This week was my first week at school and let me tell you how tired I am right now. Also, I wasn’t able to post during the week since I was busy, so from now on, I’ll be posting every Thursday and on weekends (if needed), I might post during the week if I wasn’t busy. Just for you guys to know and not get confused, I’ve changed my account’s photo for the second time. You guys should be annoyed by now, but this time I used a pic I clicked by myself to be unique.

And for today, I thought of sharing some tumblr-ish quotes I found on Pinterest. I even made a whole board for these kinds of quotes, but currently I need to organize it. So, I’ve chosen about 15 quotes to share with y’all and honestly, I didn’t find who wrote them so if any of you knew, feel free to tell me :))

Now, let’s hop into this post!

Top 15 Favorite Tumblr-ish Quotes


Sometimes when things are falling apart they may be actually falling into place.


Someday you will find your place in the world.


Someday, some one is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives. Wait for it.


Eyes can’t shine unless there’s something burning bright behind.


Listen to your own voice, your own soul. Too many people listen to the noise of the world, instead of themselves.


Some people are so deep. You fall into them and you never stop falling.


Let’s forget who we are and dive into the dark.


It’s impossible to find someone who never hurts you, so go for the one who’s worth the pain.


Someday, we will find what we are looking for. or may be not, maybe we’ll find something much greater than that.


Things didn’t go exactly as planned but I’m not dead, so it’s a win.


We were scared of forgetting that we missed the moments we were supposed to remember.


We are all a little broken. But the last time I checked, broken crayons still colour the same.


They tried to bury us they didn’t know we were seeds.


We live on a blue planet that circles around a ball of fire next to a moon that moves the sea, and you don’t believe in miracles?


So many years of education yet no one taught us how to love ourselves and why it’s so important.

And that’s all for the post, I hope y’all enjoyed. Much love。.•*¨*•✧

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Current Playlist| September Playlist

August is over, another month closer to the end of the year. This year is coming to an end and I hope you guys have already reached your goals and made many achievements. So today, I’ll be sharing my september playlist, I added many arabic songs since I’m in a mood to listen to those types of songs. I’ll add a (♡) beside my favorite song.

✧♬•*¨*•.。September Playlist。.•*¨*•♬✧

Attention by Charlie Puth

Fake Love by BTS

Can we be friends by Justin Bieber

Change by Charlie Puth ft. James Taylor

Cold water by Justin Bieber ft. MØ

Colors by Halsey

Drive by Halsey

Al hayat Amal by Emy Hetari ft. IZZ [الحياة امل] ♡

How long by Charlie Puth

Legends by Juice WRLD

Let Me by Zayn

Lost boy by Ruth b. ♡

Lost in Japan by Shawn Mendes

Love who you are by Harris J

Nervous by Shawn Mendes

If I die young nightcore version

No brainer by DJ Khaled ft. Justin Bieber

No by Meghan Trainor

No promises by cheat code ft. Demi Lovato

Let Go by Saad Lamjarred

Safe and Sound nightcore version

Salam Alaikum by Harris J

Sick Boy by Chainsmokers

So far away by Matrix Garrix David Guetta ft. Jamie Scott

Story of my life by One Direction

There’s nothing holdin’ me back by Shawn Mendes

The Way I am by Charlie Puth

We Don’t care by Sigala the Vamps

Whatever it takes by imagine dragons

Youth by Shawn Mendes ft. Khalid

The middle by Zedd Maren Morris Grey

Ahlam by Emy Hetari ft. IZZ [اغنية احلام] ♡

7 years old by Lukas Graham

♡[إنتي مرتي] Enti Marti by Mohammed Al sheihi

[انخطف] Enkataf by Mohammed Al sheihi

♡[خربط احوالي] karbat ahwali by Mohammed Al sheihi

[سارقن بالي] sargin’ bali by Mohammed Al sheihi

♡[قلبي اختارك] kalbi iktarik by Mohammed Al sheihi

♡[ممنوع] mamnoo’ by Mohammed Al sheihi

اغنية بداية نو جايم نو لايف النسخة العربية♡

[no game no life opening song arabic version by Emy Hetari]

اغنية نهاية ذو اللكمة الواحدة النسخة العربية

[ one punch man ending song arabic version by Emy Hetari]

اغنية نهاية هاكوكي النسخة العربية♡

[hakouki ending song arabic version by Emy Hetari]

اغنية بداية جلتي كراون النسخة العربية

[guilty crown opening song arabic version by Emy Hetari]

That’s it for my playlist, hope you guys enjoyed. I added a lot of anime openings and endings in arabic version and also arabic songs by the same artist. Till next time. See you later.