We’re changing.. and that’s scary

Hey everyone!!! And welcome back! I know it’s been a really looooong time since I posted or (even written) a blog post. But before getting into this post, I’d like to say that there’s a really serious reason behind me disappearing from the blogosphere. And that reason is what this blog is talking about. I hope you guys can stay up till the end of this blog so you could understand me a lot more better.

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Being a 15-year-old girl, a high school student and a girl who can understand and feel everything around her. I have many stuffs spinning in my head, and it’s hard to deal with every single one. Day by day, I’ve realized that I’m not the same anymore. Cause obviously we change, all of us do, sooner or later. I’ve realized that I don’t have enough time to think about what’s bothering. Not just that, I don’t even have enough time to do my homeworks, chores and even blogs. I tried to get back to blogging from a long, long time, trust me. But, there were many errors going on in wordpress that stopped me from uploading my blog posts and that annoyed me. Like, literally imagine writing a blog for days and when you try to upload it, it gets deleted immediately. Despite that, I tried to be active around here, so people don’t think I’m dead. But sometimes, it seems that there’s something that stops me from staying around the blogosphere. I tried to stick around all the time but I can’t. Not just blogosphere, I can’t be active in my other social media accounts, it’s like I can’t stand them anymore. Let’s say, when I open Instagram, I get bored easily and I don’t blame the posts in my feed. It’s like I don’t have patience anymore to like every pic, to comment, to read long captions. The same thing applies for twitter. Lately, I’ve been sticking around Pinterest. I find everything that might brighten my mood and makes me happier, like, quotes, jokes and many other stuffs I’ve been saving to my boards over there. Anyways, I’ve had many mood swings lately and believe me it’s not in my hands to control it. I get tired and bored quickly plus I often find myself getting away from people. Not because I hate them, but because I don’t feel like being around crowds or even talking to anyone. I found myself wanting to alone for a little while. I found myself staying alone in my room with earphones on, I’ll either be writing something or drawing to keep myself away form the world’s noises. I keep pushing people away from me and you might think it’s rude from my side but they understand me and I appreciate them. I don’t wanna say I’m depressed or something, cause I know very well that I’m not and depression is so much different than being sad. That’s one main point. So, I’ve finally came to a conclusion that maybe, just maybe, I’ve been changing and that’s why I started looking at the world in a different way, maybe a better way. But maybe what made me dislike that change was because I was.. scared. I don’t know what’s scary in it but we still get scared.

I know very well that I’m not the only who went through this change but I don’t know how did they reacted when their views and mindset of the world changed. I found myself wanting to stay in isolation, all by myself, listening my own voice. But let me tell you how comforting that was. Being alone, thinking and delaing with what’s bothering you, listening to your thoughts without anyone interrupting you. That’s was nice for sometime.

And I think that’s all I’ve got to say. Thank you for reading this post and keeping up with posts. It means a lot to me to find people who wants to listen to my rants. I’ll be back to my regular posting again. Besides, winter is coming and I’m looking forward to my bucket list and the posts that might come up.

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That’s all for now! Don’t forget to keep up with my coming blog posts. Much love!!

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look at the sky #1 | I’M BACK

Hey there everyone!! And welcome back!!! I know I didn’t post a blog from a long time and I guess it seems so rare to see me here. But honestly speaking, I don’t know how to get back to blogging like how I used to do. I don’t know what’s stopping me but soon so soon, I’ll be back like I used to be. Anyways, welcome to this new series! In this series I thought of sharing some of my photography of the sky since I’ve found that they’re really beautiful lately. By the way, is this title suitable? 😂 Cause I like it already!!

So now, let’s get started!!

LOOK AT THE SKY

Look at the sky and tell me what do you see—I see hope and happiness –hidden.

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Waking up early in the morning for school or work is tiring and honestly, I’m always gloomy in the morning. But when you look up at the sky with this beauty, can you not smile? can you not feel happy? Obviously not! They’re my main reason of happiness and without it my day won’t be so beautiful

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Look at clouds! Look at how it dance all around the sky! Isn’t this beautiful? Look at how it decorates the plain blue sky.

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When the sun sets, we set with it. We see our beauty as it spreads all around us, trying to show us what we’re really made of. We’ll always set with the sun to try again tomorrow.


And that’s all for the today’s post! Hope you enjoyed it! I thought of adding only 3 pictures in one post since I think they’re plenty ^^

So till next time.. see you later!

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My pinterest isn’t working lately and I’m not even able to log in to my account! Like can you believe it? I don’t know what’s wrong, but when I made a research about it, it seems like many are facing the same problem:(

My current struggles | exams >.<

Hey there everyone! I hope everyone is having an amazing weekend. I think all of you noticed that I’m rarely active in the blogosphere, first because of school and second, is because I don’t know how to get back to blogging like before. It seems, that I don’t post about my day anymore, so guess what? I’m gonna do that now. So, just like what the title of this blog says, I’m gonna share my current struggles and that’s exams. You caN’t imagine hOw stressed I am right NoW! Despite that, I’m taking a break to write this blog for y’all to read. I’m gonna share my struggles.

And now let’s hop into the blog!

My Struggles

Math

I don’t know if I said this earlier or not but well, I suck in Math. I failed in maths once last year and that was the most terrible thing that had ever happened to me. But hopefully, that will never repeat again. So, many people I know told me that I hated math and that’s why I couldn’t do better in it. But no, y’all are wrong about that. I don’t hate math, like honestly. I do like math, especially the geometrical part, about triangles, polygons and stuff, but I just couldn’t get high marks in exams. You know those moments when you come to school ready to write the exam, like everything is in your head, but when you enter the exam hall, you’ll literally forget everything, like everything, even your name (not really but you get me?😂) So that’s what I face in all math exams, I’ll literally forget all the formulas and theorms which I’ve been studying for days. Is it because of my stress and tensions? Well yeah, it is!

Social Studies

Well, in my case, social includes, geography, politics, history and economics. Out of all of those subjects, I honestly love History. I love learning about olden days, about the World Wars and about different countries history especially London. Okay, so when I say I love History I don’t mean I love studying history cause sadly, I don’t. I like reading the facts and imagining those old days but I don’t like memorizing them. You know what I hate the most? The fact that I should remember the date of every event. I know it’s just the year, but history is all about the nineteenth or the eighteenth century. Like, once while studying there was this event that happened during 1935-1955 and I couldn’t put that in mind, like most of the time, I’ll end up saying 1935-1945😂. Here’s a funny thing, usually while studying social, I’d make some short notes that can help me revise all the lessons at once. So, in the previous exam, it seems that I studied those noted so well that I wasn’t able to remember the main context. I didn’t have any other choice so I had to write that 😂😂. But despite, all that I score high marks in social and that’s because of history, I mostly concentrate on that. Like, in my case, I can write a whole essay for just one question in History. Another subject I’m okay with, is economics. Like, I don’t even need to study hard for economics. Like, you read what ever is written in that book and keep the main words definitions or short forms in your mind and everything is gonna be okay, trust me. Since, I’m a 10 grader, economics is not as detailed as is in 11th commerce stream. If you’re asking me about politics and geography, then let me tell you how uninterested I am in those two subjects. Though, I’m looking forward to study humanities in the coming years, yet politics is not my type, I hate to include myself in politics.

This is history though

Physics

Can anyone state Newton’s third law of gravitational force? 😂😂. Let me tell you something. Physics is a pain. It doesn’t matter which syllabus you’re studying cause Physics is always hard. It is easy to understand the concept and everything if you concentrated really hard. But all those hard calculations and formalas, are just.. hella hard. Physics reminds of me Math, and that’s obvious since both subjects have calculations. Though, physics is fun and interesting, yet it is hard, at least a part of it is. Apart from physics, biology and chemistry are way more easier.

Wanna know my technics for studying?

Short notes

As I mentioned earlier, I make short notes for social studies mostly and that is helpful. Making short notes can really help you memorize stuff, especially if you added different coloured highlighters and make them look attractive. I never had time to decorate my own study note book and I don’t think that’s needed for me.

Questions Bank

I don’t know if any of you have the habit of getting access to the previous year’s exams question paper. But let me tell you how effective that can be, especially for practicing some questions for your math exam. I know that not all the questions are gonna get repeated but still some of them can, like a 50-60% chance. In my case, it’s easy to get them from my brother since he’s one year older than mea and he believe me he experienced everything I’m experiencing right now XP.

This is me trying to be an organized person

Maintain a Schedule

Well, yeah, a schedule is an important thing, if you want to organize your time and not waste it. I’m not an organized person, like what it seems. I often keep delaying my assignments and try to do something else. But when its about my studies, I always keep a schedule to organize my precious time (my time is so precious during exam time 😂)

Snacks

Grab a Snickers!😂 I’m not really fond of Snickers, I love Mars, Milky way and Bounty.. Wait let’s get back to the main topic😂. Taking a break from studying and to eat a snack doesn’t waste your time. I don’t know if you can keep studying with your empty stomach but I can’t. For me, I usually drink a cup of iced coffee since I’m a huge coffee addict.

This looks damn delicious right?

And that’s all I’ve got to share for now. I don’t know if I’ll be able to be active the coming weeks, cause as I said earlier exams are getting closer, like it’s next Thursday. Till we meet next time, see ya later!!

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October Playlist!

Hey everyone! a new month had arrived and that means a new playlist. This time I’m in a mood to listen some kind of deep songs and so I’ve added some songs from the previous playlist!

Have fun!

✧October Playlist✧

Back to you by Selena Gomez

Be somebody nightcore version

Mic Drop by BTS

Can we be friends by Justin Bieber

When I’m gone by Anna Kendrick

Drive by Halsey

Everything by Johnny Orlando

Faded by Alan Walker

Good life by Harris J

Soldier nightcore version

How long by Charlie Puth

In my blood by Shawn Mendes

In my dream by Ruth B.

It ain’t me by Kygo and Selena Gomez

King by Lauren Aquilina

Let go by Johnny Orlando

Little do you know by Alex and Sierra

Lost boy by Ruth. B

Love yourself by Justin Bieber

Nervous by Shawn Mendes

City of stars nightcore version

Heart Attack nightcore version

If I die young nightcore version

I won’t let you win nightcore version (a fortnight song)

One last time by Ariana Grande

The Spectre by Alan Walker

Undo by Sanna Nielsen

We don’t talk anymore by Charlie Puth ft. Selena Gomez

What if I told you nightcore version

Wolves by Selena Gomez and Marshmello

انتي مرتي

Inti Marti by Mohammed Al Sheihi

انخطف

Inkataf by Mohammed Al Sheihi

حلم

Hilm by Mohammed Al Sheihi

خربط احوالي

Karbat Ahwali by Mohammed Al Sheihi

سارقن بالي

Sargeen Bali by Mohammed Al Sheihi

قلبي اختارك

Kalbi iktarik by Mohammed Al Sheihi

كشف المحبة

Kashf al mahaba by Mohammed Al Sheihi

مع احترامي

Ma’a ihtirami by Mohammed Al Sheihi


And that’s it for the playlist! I hope enjoyed y’all reading. Remember to keep up with my coming blogs. Much love♡

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My favorite apps | why do I love them?

Hey there everyone! I hope y’all are having a great weekend (or well, a great Friday) like me. Anyways, I’ve found out that I have a lot of apps in my phone more than games, so I thought of sharing why do I love these apps and how do I use them.

Before we get started, I’d like to say that I’ve been inactive lately, and that’s because my half yearly exam is gonna start after ONE WEEK. So currently I’m stressed out and my schedule is messed up since I spend l my time studying. But anyways, let me chill for now.

And now.. let’s hop into the post!

My Favorite Apps

1. Phonto

This app is one of the easiest apps for adding texts to your pics. Like, you can download free fonts from any website, I personally download from dafonts.com, since you can find a lot of cool fonts there.

You can take a look at my favorite and most used fonts ↓

But, if you have any apple device then you’re lucky since this app has many features other than texts on pics.

2. VSCO

I, honestly, use this app the most. VSCO has a lot of good filters and I use this app to edit my pics and make them look aesthetic. But, if you join VSCO X, you’ll get many other filters and you can also edit videos (and that’s awesome).

I usually use these set of filters and combinations

3. Unfold

Did you notice my blogs templates at the end of my blog posts? Well, I use this app to make them. This app doesn’t have a lot of free fonts and templates like any other similiar apps yet I love how simple it is. You can also add videos instead of pictures in this templates and that’s a cool thing to post on Instagram. In this app, you can create stories which contain different pages. You can download all the pages in a story at once or just one page.

4. LINE Camera

This app is really cute and I’m in love with it. Like, in this app you can download stickers or frames (they’re really cute) and use them later. But, what I really love about this app us that you the brushes available.

Honestly, I love using the dashed brushes since they give my pics a cute look.

5. Duolingo

If you wanna learn new languages then you should use this app! It’s so simple and effective and it contains different levels depending on which language you choose.

I’ve been learning japanese this summer but I currently stopped. But anyways, as you can see, japanese looks like this but other languages have different levels or even additional ones.

6. Inshot

You can edit your videos, photos and even create collages using this app. But what I really love about this app is the effects, these kind of effects are my favorite.

But there are other effects that you need to buy them.

7. Japanese Emotions

I don’t know if you guys love this kinds of emoticons but I do and they’re really cute. They’re a lot of similar apps like this but I find this simple.

8. Pixlr

Though this app has a lot of good effects and can help you edit pics in a wonderful way yet I use it for just one reason and that’s the space effects!

Like how can’t you love that effect? I’m so addicted to it, I’ve downloaded pixlr for that particular reason!

And this is my second favorite effect in pixlr, it makes you pics look unique.


That’s it for now! I hope y’all enjoyed!

Let me know what’s your favorite app?

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The Blogger Recognition Award

Hey there everyone and welcome back. Lately, I’ve been busy with school and honestly talking, my schedule for the next week is already full. Anyways, for today I’d like to post one of the tag blogs I’ve nominated to do. I’ve got of a lot of such blogs which are under process. So, I’d like to thank Crystal Girl for nominating me for doing this post.

And now, the rules:

THE RULES:

  • Thank the blogger that nominated you and give a link to their site.
  • Do a post to show your award
  • Give a summary of how your blog started
  • Give two pieces of advice for any new bloggers
  • Select at least 15 other bloggers for this award
  • Let each nominee know you’ve nominated them and give a link to your post

Now let’s start,

HOW DID I START MY BLOG?

Honestly, I’ve never considered blogging as a fun thing someone like me would do until I stumbled into a blogger’s account in Instagram. At first, I didn’t know she was a blogger since all her posts were so aesthetically amazing but later on, I’ve noticed a link in her bio and realized it’s a “blog” and guess what? I thought of reading it. At that second, I got inspired and I was like, “as long as I enjoy writing and people enjoy reading whatever I write, then it’ll be fun” and I even thought that maybe some people have the same interest as me so why not try? And that’s when I started this little hiddenzzzzz blog, where I post anything.

ADVICES FOR NEW BLOGGERS

I’m not really good in giving advices but well, I’ll try;

#1: Love what you’re doing

This should be the first thing in your mind while starting or thinking of starting a blog. See, if you don’t like what you’re doing then you’re just wasting your precious time and you should quit it immediately. You do something cause you like to do it not for other’s sake, you do it for yourself as a hobby or whatever. Also, if you want to start a blog, you should always write about stuffs you like, let it be, fashion, lifestyle, or whatever, you should enjoy writing them. You can end up with random ideas for your blogs as well.

#2 Be yourself
That’s just usual and that’s what everyone are supposed to do (even in a society). See, if you’re being yourself, talking about stuffs you did or stuffs you like, then people would know who you really are in real life. You shouldn’t be a different person in the blogosphere or in social medias cause you won’t be comfortable, believe me.

MY NOMINESS

I’m not lazy or anything, but then I don’t like nominating people who aren’t really interested in doing this tag. So instead, I’d say that everyone who read this blog post is nominated and if you’re doing it feel free to send me the link, via. the comments.


That’s all for the day. See ya later!

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space is my place |ft. Tumblr

minasan kon’nichiwa! (it means hi everyone in japanese). This post might be an unusual thing from my side, but well, as long as I enjoyed writing it and y’all enjoyed reading, then nothing else matters, right? So, in today’s post, I’m gonna relate my thoughts with some of my favourite space quotes I found on Tumblr.

So now let’s hop into the post with no more delay!

☼✴Space is my place☼✴

It’s true, we might be made up of stardusts and that makes us stars. But unfortunately we’re stuck here, on earth and we don’t know how to get back to space. But we should bear with it, right? We should bear with all the hardships coming in our way, cause we are stars and stars don’t fall, we should keep shining in darkness

I believe that all the stars in the sky, above us, are listening to our thoughts and wishes. But among all these stars , there’s only one star that makes our wishes come true

Maybe we belong among the stars because they’ll accept us for what we really are. When we don’t find our place in a society, then space is our only shelter.

It makes me dream of floating in space among the stars and constellations. It makes me dream of becoming one of them, one of the stars, in space.

The universe will give you answers to all your questions, answers to all your pain and sorrow.

Knowing that creatures other than earthlings exists, gives us hopes to discover space. It makes us dream of meeting them and knowing more about them. It makes us wonder if they’ll ever come here, on earth, to take us with them, to space.

Think of all the stars, constellations and even the planets, aren’t they far away from each other? Doesn’t that make them lonely? When you look up at the sky you’ll think that they’re together, beside each other… but truth is, they’re far away from each other, they’re all alone in space.

Do we really need maps to space? Do we really need a guide to space? If space is really our place, if we really belong to space, then we don’t need maps! We’ll find our way back, back to home!


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